Prologue.

Forbidden.

It was a word Rhenna had heard seldom in her childhood. Until she was six, she had gazed at the snow-capped peaks of the Shield of the Sky and known the great mountains only as protectors, home of devas, guardians of the lands of the Free People which stood in their shadow.

But when she reached the age of first testing, and the Earthspeakers found that she bore no special gifts to belie her common parentage, she was taken to the foot of the Shield by her mother's sister and told what she must never do.

"The Shield is forbidden to you," said the blacksmith, whose arms were broad as oak branches. "Only the Chosen climb the hills, at the appointed time, to meet with the Ailuri."

Many years passed before Rhenna knew what her aunt had meant by her cautious words, the small warding gestures and averted gaze. Pantaris feared nothing, neither longtooth cats nor brutal steppe storms nor barbarian raiders.

Yet her warning burned deep, scarring with curiosity, and Rhenna could not remember a day when she had not looked up at the Shield and longed to discover its secrets.

Today is the day.

Rhenna shifted in her crouch behind the boundary stone and gazed up the broken slope over which her sister had passed. The world had altered much in fourteen years. Pantaris's hair had gone gray as the iron in her forge, and Rhenna no longer saw the world with the eyes of green youth. Her arms were strong, her aim true, her skill respected among the Sisterhood. She wore her brown hair in the braids of a woman grown.

Only her desire had not changed. No one would believe that the devas spoke to her--yes, even to a mere warrior; that they came as breaths of air or gentle breezes or howling winds, wordless and strange. Always they bade her look to the mountains.

Now Rhenna, daughter of Klyemne, Sister of the Axe, gazed upon the path of the Chosen and knew she would risk everything to see that which was forbidden.

She glanced behind her, past the carved axe-handle that stood over her shoulder. The others had all gone: the sisters and aunts and mothers weeping at the honor bestowed upon their kin; the Earthspeakers who presided over the ceremony of leave-taking; the warriors standing guard as they had always done, silent and stolid.

Not one of them had seen Rhenna linger. If they had, they would not guess her purpose. It was unthinkable. Inconceivable.

Forbidden.

She lightly touched each of her weapons, whispering a prayer for luck, and removed them one by one. First was the great double-bladed axe, which she laid on the bear pelt she had spread beside the stone. Her gorytos, the side quiver with its precious burden of bow and short arrows, joined the axe. Then came the belt knife, longtooth-hilted, and both of her boot daggers.

Last of all she removed her cap. She folded the leather neatly atop the pelt and unbraided her hair, letting it fall loose about her shoulders.

Kneeling beside the pelt, Rhenna chanted the song of preparation for battle. She touched her forehead to the boundary stone and begged its favor, spread her fingers against the soil and did the same. She opened her heart for all the devas to see.

Then she rose to her feet and trod the winding path among the oaks, ascending as a hundred Chosen had done before her. Soon she was in the pines, and still the way led up and up. If she looked back, she would see the steppe spread out below like a map painted on rough skin.

She did not look back. The single path began to separate, sending faint strands hither and yon like an unravelling skein of wool. She knelt and studied each branching and followed that which bore her sister's bootprint.

Soon.

The air of summer was warm even here, where deva winds caressed the hillsides. Red deer grazed in lush meadows, unafraid of ordinary predators.

Rhenna stopped to swallow the sudden thickness of fear. She loosened her jacket to let the breeze flow freely under her shirt to dry the sweat on her skin. If the devas were against her, surely they would have made themselves known by now.

Once more she climbed. The path did not branch again. After half a league she found a pile of abandoned clothing, discarded with no semblance of order. Rhenna almost smiled. So like Keleneo, who had been Chosen for the Seekers because she could never keep her thoughts on the work at hand....

A strange scent came to Rhenna, and she lifted her head. The small hairs rose at the back of her neck. She walked more slowly, listening. Great boulders rose like sentinels. She sucked in a breath and rounded a giant, pitted rock burnished silver by the elements.

There, in the shadow of a twisted pine, lay a wedding bower. Keleneo stood beside it, repairing a hole in the curved, willow-bough wall with deft fingers. Wind blew her transparent shift against her body, picking out the tight buds of her nipples and the long lines of waist and thigh. She didn't so much as shiver. The devas would not allow her to suffer. She was Chosen.

Rhenna closed her eyes and imagined herself in Keleneo's place. She would not wait so calmly. She would stand facing the peaks, watching, alert for the first rustle of leaves or padded footfall. Her pulse would race like a yearling colt. She would imagine him coming to her from the heights, imagine what it must be like to couple with the descendent of a god....

No sound, no scent tore Rhenna from her dreams. All her senses shouted as if she had walked through fire and jumped into an icy torrent.

The Ailu flowed down the hillside like an obsidian river, seemingly boneless, his black coat agleam in the waning sunlight. Huge, disk-shaped paws wove noiselessly among the rocks. His golden gaze struck sparks from the earth.

Mother-of-All, he was magnificent. No whispered tale could do him justice. And Rhenna knew true fear, that she should look upon this magnificence without paying a terrible price.

Keleneo was not afraid. She moved gracefully away from the bower and waited for her lover, arms raised in a gesture of welcome. The Ailu covered the remaining distance almost daintily, as if he might send her tumbling with one misstep.

He touched the point of his black nose to Keleneo's outstretched fingertips. She fell to her knees among the flowers she had gathered, dipping her forehead to the ground at the Ailu's feet.

That was when the miracle happened. Rhenna blinked, and in the space of a moment the Ailu was beast no longer. He stood before his bride a naked man, rampant with desire, fully as magnificent as the great cat he had been. Black hair spread across his shoulders and spilled nearly to his waist. His face was beautiful. He laid his broad hand on Keleneo's head.

Keleneo didn't speak. She pressed one hand to her breast and then brushed the Ailu's erection with a feather-light caress. He flung back his head and shuddered.

Rhenna's throat ached with unshed tears. You were not Chosen, the Sisters exclaimed. Shame, cried the Earthspeaker, pounding her oaken staff into the ground. But there were other voices like wind in Rhenna's ears, and they told a different tale.

Here you belong, they said. Here ...

Something moved at the corner of Rhenna's vision. She spun, hand reaching for the knife she no longer bore. Startled eyes met hers--yellow eyes in a brown, masculine face much too old for one of the village children.

Not a child, but a boy on the very edge of manhood. He was naked, shivering, his thin body strung with muscle that could not keep pace with his bones. He tossed black hair out of his face and grimaced in alarm.

An Ailu boy. The thought had scarce taken shape in Rhenna's mind when she heard the roar behind her and followed the boy's terrified gaze.

Keleneo shrank into the shadow of the hut, hands pressed flat over her mouth. Her Ailu mate screamed in rage. He changed from man to beast in a heartbeat and crouched to spring.

Rhenna flattened herself to the boulder and swung back to the boy. She never knew what she might have demanded of him, for he was already gone.

She clenched her fists and stepped out to meet her fate. Blood drummed behind her ears. The devas led me here. They will protect me.

Black flashed across Rhenna's vision. No deva appeared to intercede. Her belly tightened in anticipation of the killing blow.

"No!"

Keleneo's voice, riven with horror. The blow never came.

Rhenna opened her eyes. The Ailu crouched an arm's length away, tail lashing, fur stiff along his spine. His teeth gleamed in jaws that could crush a woman's skull in a single snap.

Death Rhenna could have accepted. But his glorious, golden eyes conveyed punishment beyond bearing ... all the scorn, the utter contempt of the Elder-Council judging the blasphemer.

Forbidden.

Rhenna didn't even have time to flinch when the Ailu reared up upon his hind legs and lunged, striking at her head. Searing pain came many long counts after the blow, as if the claws had torn the skin of some other face.

Someone wept. The Ailu spun on his haunches and sprang away, not toward the bower but back into the mountains. His pads left a trace of red on pale stone.

Rhenna lifted her hand to her right cheek. Her fingers came away washed in crimson. She fell to her knees.

"Sister!" Keleneo stumbled toward her, tripping over the shift in her haste. "Rhenna--"

Calm settled over Rhenna, the peace that was said to come to a warrior before death. But she would not die from such a wound. Nor from what must follow. 

"Keli," she said, "we should not speak. Go back."

"To that?" She knelt before Rhenna and grasped her bloodied hands. "Your face--oh, Rhenna, your face!"

Rhenna struggled to her feet, pulling her sister with her. "Go back. He will return. I must go ... home."

The weeping stopped. Keleneo gripped Rhenna's arms, her lovely features twisted in dread. "They will punish you."

"But not you, Keli." Rhenna felt blood pooling under her jaw and trickling beneath her collar, thick and warm. "They'll never know we met."

"I can't leave you--"

Rhenna took a deliberate step away. "Mother's Blessing, Keleneo. Forgive me."

Keleneo wept silently as Rhenna picked her way down the trail, half-blinded by the blood. She let it spill unhindered and unheeded over the front of her shirt and jacket.

The devas had lied. They had mocked her with their inscrutable promises, but in the end they had made their meaning clear enough.

Rhenna came to the boundary stone with no memory of how she had traveled there. Her weapons lay untouched. She knelt beside the bearskin and waited.

Just at sunset a girl-child came to the Place of the Chosen, bearing flowers in memory of one who had gone. She saw Rhenna's face and let the bundle fall. Then she ran back to the village as fast as her skinny foal's legs would carry her.

Sun set. The blood dried on Rhenna's face. When the first flickering blaze of torchlight emerged out of the darkness, Rhenna rose to meet it.

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Part I

Shield of the Sky

Rhenna's scar was throbbing.

She touched it with absent fingers and scanned the horizon. The horses were quiet. Mares grazed contentedly, heads buried in the rich fodder of oat, rye and feather grass that stretched in every direction as far as the eye could see. Foals tested newfound strength and speed against one another. Ears quivered and tails twitched, but none raised the alarm.

Far to the east and west lay the well-guarded borders of the Shield's Shadow, the land of the Free People. To the north stood the snow-capped peaks of the Shield itself, and to the south ...

Rhenna frowned, shifting her weight on Chaimon's broad back. To the south were the Skudat tribesmen, Hellenish merchants and the empire--barbarians who entered the Shield's Shadow at their peril. No, there was no danger in the south.

Chaimon stamped and snorted, jingling the tiny bells on his bridle. "Forgive me, my friend," Rhenna murmured, scratching the gelding between his ears. "I'm restless today."

Rhenna echoed Chaimon's snort. For nine years she had watched the herds, far too long to begin starting at shadows. Too wise to regard the dubious warnings of phantoms and memory.

Chaimon jingled his bells again. The mares paused in their grazing, and Rhenna heard the muffled drum of hoofbeats.

A horse and rider galloped out of the tall grass. The girl's pale hair was bound in the tail of a novice, and her ears were bare of the double-axe studs worn by every initiated Sister.

Rhenna wound her fists in Chaimon's mane. The Elders had sent someone at last: an apprentice to take under her wing and prepare in the ways of the Sisterhood. The long exile was over.

She swallowed her eagerness and assumed the cool reserve that befitted one of her age and experience. She expected the girl to bring her mount to a decorous halt, but the rider--surely no more than fourteen or fifteen years--charged headlong at Rhenna. Her gelding's flanks were mottled with sweat. The girl sawed on the reins and fell back into her saddle with an ungainly thump as the horse skidded to a stop.

Rhenna dismounted and took up a warrior's stance. "What can be worthy of such great haste, Little Sister, that you ignore the good health of your mount?"

The girl braced her hands on her knees and looked down on Rhenna as if she were the elder. Her dark eyes settled firmly, inevitably, on Rhenna's disfigurement.

"Rhenna-of-the-Scar?"

"I am Rhenna of the Sisterhood," Rhenna corrected, the bright spark of hope dying in her breast. "Dismount at once."

With a scowl the girl obeyed. Rhenna moved past her and examined the exhausted horse, running her hands up and down the legs to check for swelling. "You pushed him hard," she said, "but he should recover if he's given enough rest."

"You--" the girl sputtered. "I--"

Rhenna slipped the bit from the gelding's mouth and unfastened the bridle, tossing it to the girl. "You will care for your mount before you take rest, food or drink. Then we'll talk about the proper use of horses."

The girl caught the bridle and glared at Rhenna, thrusting out her narrow chest. Her iron-studded leather coat was at least a size too big. "I have come ..." she began, and let out a short, sharp breath. "I was sent to deliver a message from the Elders. You are summoned to Heart of Oaks with your herd, as quickly as you can move it."

Rhenna stopped halfway to the small tent where she stored her supplies. No apprentice, she thought. Not her task, after all, to break this filly of her bad habits and teach her the folly of arrogance.

"You are summoned to Heart of Oaks," the girl repeated. "Didn't you hear?"

Rhenna continued on to the tent, where she collected a brush, a water skin and a shallow bronze vessel. "What is your name?"

"Deri ... Derinoe."

"I heard you well enough, Derinoe. You may begin by watering your horse--lightly--and walking him until he cools. Then you may rub him down and tell me why the Elders have called in the herd."

Rhenna's quiet words seemed to diminish a little of the girl's self-importance, but her lips remained twisted in contempt. She snatched the waterskin and vessel from Rhenna's hands as if the merest shared touch might corrupt her.

Rhenna left the girl to her work, mounted Chaimon and rode a circuit of the herd, turning Derinoe's message about in her mind. Never had she been ordered to deliver a herd to Heart of Oaks. When yearling foals were ready to leave their dams, warriors came to take them away for first training. Healers journeyed across the steppe from pasture to pasture, caring for ill or injured beasts. Once a year the animals were tallied, stallions exchanged, bloodlines recorded. The herds remained free except in the harshest winters or in times of severe drought.

Rhenna's scar ached with renewed urgency. She completed her ride and loosed Chaimon, who trotted to the new gelding and nuzzled his damp neck. Derinoe had rubbed the animal's coat until it shone like a bronze mirror.

Rhenna nodded approval and provided Derinoe with fresh spring water and salted meat preserved from her last hunt. She and the girl crouched beside Rhenna's fire pit, where last night's ashes still shed some lingering warmth. Derinoe's eyes sought Rhenna's scar with unconcealed fascination.

"The stories you've heard are undoubtedly true," Rhenna said softly, "but dishonor is not an illness to be passed by a touch. Eat."

The girl shivered. Her haughty mask crumpled. "You ... you truly saw the Ailuri?"

"What has that to do with your message?"

"I don't know. Everything is changing."

"I have not had news in half a year. Tell me."

Derinoe's eyes flooded with something very like panic. "The Earthspeakers and Elders are always in the Council Hall or the Sacred Grove. The warriors who guard the eastern and southern borders are being recalled. I have seen them myself. They say it is because of the new attacks on the western border--"

"Attacks?"

"The settlements have been raided. Our people have been taken by men." She reached toward Rhenna and stopped, her hand flexing in midair. "When has such a thing ever happened before?"

Rhenna couldn't remember. Every year Earthspeakers rode the borders, invoking the devas to protect the Shield's Shadow. The man-tribes who coveted more abundant pastures were turned aside by howling winds or fierce storms brought by devas of water and sky. The Sisters of the Axe excelled in the arts of war, but seldom were they forced to test their skills against real enemies. 

Now they had been summoned home to defend settlements that should never have been vulnerable to the barbarians.

What had become of the devas?

"How many villages have been attacked?" she asked.

Derinoe scrubbed her face with shaking hands. "They told us ... we novices who have not yet won our honors ... only what we had to know to gather the herds. No one else could be spared." She met Rhenna's gaze. "Do you know, Elder Sister? Do you understand why these things are happening?"

The girl's naive question slashed at Rhenna's heart, and she saw herself as she had been nine years ago, tumbling from pride to terror in a single day.

"No," she said, granting the girl the respect of an equal. "But the answers lie in Heart of Oaks. We'll rest tonight and take the herd north in the morning. Until then--"

Chaimon jerked up his head. Deri's mount did the same, and every horse in the herd turned toward the south. Nervous whickers rippled among them; ears flicked back and forth like blades of grass in a high wind.

"What is it?" Derinoe asked. "I see nothing. Is it wolves?"

Rhenna held up her hand. At first she, too, saw nothing. But then a hot wind rose, gusting hair into her face, and a dark smudge appeared on the southern horizon.

"No," she said slowly. "Not wolves."

The smudge rose higher, altering its shape with each passing moment. No cloud had ever taken such a form, nor moved so swiftly.

"It must be a storm," Derinoe offered. She meant one of the black storms that blew out of the southeast, driving hot, dry winds into the steppe. But Rhenna always knew when they were coming.

"Birds," she said, startled by her own certainty.

Birds. A massive flock of them, greater than any Rhenna had seen.

"I don't understand," Derinoe said. "All the birds that winter in the south have already passed over our land."

She was right; Rhenna had watched them fly overhead by the hundreds in early spring. This was not the same. The mass grew ever larger, accompanied by shrieks and the whirring of myriad wings. The horses bunched, lunging and biting.

Rhenna leaped onto Chaimon's back. "Ride to the flank, Derinoe" she said. "Keep the horses together, whatever happens."

Derinoe caught her nervous gelding, mounted and circled to the opposite side of the herd. The flock cast its own shadow, clattering like a hailstorm. Individual birds darted in and out, smashing into their fellows. Fragile shapes plummeted to shatter on the ground. The air was rank with the smell of excrement. A steppe eagle, king of the sky, dove screaming out of the cloud's relentless path.

Rhenna seldom sang to her horses, for she had no gift for music. Now she reached into memory and found a chant the oldest warriors sometimes used to quiet restive herds. She raised her voice above the birds' dissonant cries.

The leading edge of the shadow raced across the plain. Rodents and insects boiled up from the grass under the horses' feet. A single brown bird, no bigger than a sparrow, darted past Rhenna's ear.

Chaimon trembled. Rhenna used her knife to cut a long strip of cloth from her sleeve and secured it over the horse's eyes.

Then the wave hit. A clap of thunder deafened her, and a blast of hot air threatened to peel the skin from her face. She called out to Derinoe, but her voice was lost in the clamor of panicked horses and the shrilling of the flock.

Light vanished. Feathers fell like rain, covering the horses's backs and filling Rhenna's mouth. Tiny bodies thumped into her padded jacket and tumbled under Chaimon's hooves. Working blindly, Rhenna tore another strip from her shirtsleeve and tied it over her mouth and nose. The stench was unbearable. And the cries--they were like those of lost souls condemned to endless torment in the Southerners' pitiless underworld.

Time lost its meaning. If the sun still warmed the earth, Rhenna had no sense of it. She murmured in Chaimon's ear, praying that none of the herd would be lost.

The devas should have stopped such an abomination before it crossed into the lands of the Free People.

"Rhenna?"

Derinoe's's voice was faint, but it was proof that she was alive. Rhenna opened her eyes. Weak shafts of sunlight danced in the tiny spaces between beating wings. The cloud was breaking up, birds scattering to east and west as the largest portion surged ever northward.

Chaimon blew feathers from his nostrils. Rhenna removed her makeshift scarf. Derinoe hunched over her gelding's back a hundred paces distant. She seemed unhurt. Rhenna turned anxiously to the herd.

Death had followed in the wake of the flock's passage. Thousands of small brown carcasses covered the grass, but not a single horse had been lost. A few had sustained small injuries and many trembled from the shock. They behaved much the same after a particularly violent thunderstorm.

Thunderstorms were natural, born of earth and sky. There was nothing natural about the birds.

"It was an omen," Derinoe said, riding up beside her. The girl's eyes were strange and staring, her cheek streaked with blood as if she had faced her first battle. "The devas are angry."

Rhenna's laugh escaped before she could silence it. Derinoe swung upon her with a zealot's glare.

"You mock them," she hissed. "I heard ...I heard them say that the devas never forgave what you did. You brought this curse upon us."

"Perhaps you're right," Rhenna said. "But the horses need our care, and there's no use bewailing what can't be changed."

Derinoe deflated like a pierced waterskin, wincing as she moved her left shoulder. Over her protests, Rhenna sat the child down and made a thorough examination. Derinoe set her jaw and refused to show any sign of discomfort. A warrior didn't weep in the face of pain.

Just as a warrior didn't question, and never dreamed.

Rhenna returned Derinoe's shirt and remembered how to smile.  "Only a pull," she said. "Try not to use it overmuch, and it'll work itself out in time. I'll see to the horses."

Not greatly to her surprise, Derinoe disregarded her advice and insisted on helping to salve cuts and bind bruised legs. After the worst of the injuries had been tended, she and Rhenna gathered the herd. They moved at a slow pace to fresh pasture two leagues from the path of the birds. The horses forgot their fear and settled to graze and rest, comforting one another with gentle nudges.

Derinoe fell into a deep sleep as soon as her head touched her blanket. Rhenna tended the fire, rising occasionally to check on the horses. Only the small, ordinary sounds of dark-loving creatures broke the tranquility. The night brought its own kind of peace that erased the day's horror, turning it into a dream without substance.

 She lay back on her blanket and closed her eyes, dozing in the half-sleep she had adopted over the years of solitude. If evil came again she would know, and be ready....

 Chaimon's soft lips brushed Rhenna's forehead. She snatched at her axe and sprang to her feet. The smell of dawn was in the air, and Rhenna realized she had slept far more soundly than she'd intended. Derinoe lay still, one arm flung over her face.

Rhenna sheathed her axe and leaned her head against Chaimon's. "You kept my watch for me, old friend."

The gelding's eyes glinted with secret wisdom. Slowly he turned about, facing north, and bobbed his head.

"Yes, home. Heart of Oaks." The place she had longed to go, under any circumstances but these. "Only a few days--"

She broke off, feeling a sudden puff of wind on her face. It was not the hot gust from the south that had presaged the birds; it came from the north and west, from the forest and the outlying settlements of the Free People.

Chaimon nickered. The other horses stirred, a faint rustling and shifting of powerful bodies. Rhenna's scar caught fire. Not so much as a breeze fluttered the edge of Derinoe's blankets. But a mass of air lifted from the ground at Rhenna's feet, wound between her legs and lapped at her fingertips like an affectionate hound.

She knew those winds as she knew her own dishonor. Nine years ago they had befriended an ignorant child, stroking and caressing and feeding her naive pride. They had made many promises--oh, not in mortal words, but in a tongue well-known to the ambitious hearts of rebellious young girls with forbidden dreams.

They had led her to the very edge of ruin and let her fall.

"I do not hear you," she whispered.

Chaimon stretched his neck and whinnied. The wind clung to Rhenna, dancing about her head, teasing her hair loose with a Sister's license.

"I will not."

Threadlike currents of air worked inside Rhenna's jacket, under her shirt, shivered along her skin. The wind knew her more intimately than any lover. Whorls and eddies curled around her neck and tugged at her lobes, set up a deep humming in the bronze of her earstuds. 

Come. You are Chosen.

Rhenna covered her ears with her hands. "Be silent!"

The wind mocked her, lifting Chaimon's mane so that it stood almost erect. Rhenna crouched beside the fire and stabbed viciously at the embers. Abruptly the fire went out, extinguished by a precisely aimed blast of air.

She threw down the stick and stood, legs braced to face her enemy. "You have had your way. Let me be!"

Her shout should have been enough to wake the Skudat dead in their burial mounds. Still Derinoe slept. Dust stung Rhenna's eyes and scoured her cheeks. She felt her way to the tent and knelt to search the pack just inside.

The wind nearly tore the finely woven scarf from her fist. She fought to tie the cloth over her ears and head, knotting the ends so tightly that only a knife-stroke could cut it free.

The air turned still.

Blood. One word, voiceless. It filled Rhenna's head as if the wind had driven inside her skull.

North. A current rose at Rhenna's back, pushing at her shoulders. She stiffened her arms to keep her balance. Chaimon reared. Three veteran mares from the herd broke away from the others and came to stand behind her.

North, the wind said. But not to Heart of Oaks.

West.

Rhenna struggled to her feet. It had been many years since she had felt real fear. She remembered what it was to dread the stares of her people. She had often worried for sick horses, and spent sleepless nights tending them with many a desperate prayer.

Derinoe's message and the coming of the birds had awakened something greater than alarm. But terror--that had not touched her since she had looked into the eyes of an Ailu shapechanger, had felt in her own ravaged flesh the truth of the ancient stories.

She had sworn then, and a hundred times since, never to seek beyond a warrior's life. But now the devas called to her in portents of blood and death.

She made one last attempt at defiance, turning into the wind. It sealed her eyes shut and stole every breath.

"If I go," she shouted, "will you let the others pass? Will you protect them on their journey?"

Wind became a breeze again, almost playful. Rhenna yanked her loose hair into a knot at her neck and tied it with a leather cord.

Quickly she chose one of the three mares, a seven-year-old of sound wind and stamina. The breeze murmured approval. Rhenna bridled and saddled Chaimon and the mare and stuffed her saddlepack with provisions, leaving Derinoe the greater part.  Sweet spring water filled two fat waterskins, which she secured to her saddle. As an extra precaution she bound her breasts with a thick winding of cloth and tied a leather girdle about her hips to protect her inner parts from the jarring of an extended ride.

The wind had not revealed her destination nor how long it would take to get there. The devas required her to act on faith.

"I will not risk the horses," she said aloud, tightening girths and examining hooves. "Guide me well."

Chaimon stamped and butted her chest, eager to run. The first light of dawn had crested the horizon by the time Rhenna was ready. She crouched beside Derinoe and shook her awake. The girl blinked and rubbed her eyes, dismay crossing her face.

"The birds--" she gasped. "Is it my watch?"

"It's dawn," Rhenna said. "I have a grave task for you." She helped the girl to her feet. "Can you handle the herd alone?"

"I ... Alone?" Derinoe threw back her shoulders, but the tremor in her lips ruined the effect. "I am to take you to Heart of Oaks--"

"You were to find me and send the herd home. You've accomplished the first, and now you will complete your duty."

"Without you? What of your duty to the Earthspeakers?"

Rhenna abandoned the last remnants of discretion. "The devas ... have sent a message."

"They spoke to you?"

Only another dreamer could lend the question such fearful resonance. The girl needed every encouragement Rhenna could give her now. "As you said, everything is changing. Will you do what must be done?"

"But I ... I am not--" Derinoe bit her lip and looked away. "They sent the youngest," she said in a low voice, "the smallest, the ones who weren't ready to fight--"

"They sent the strongest and the swiftest," Rhenna said. She seized Derinoe's good arm. "You can do this, Little Sister. I'll teach you what you must know, and the horses will do the rest."

The girl raised her head, fragile pride creeping back into her eyes. "Where are you going?"

"I must learn--" All at once Rhenna understood why she would go, and why the devas had won. "I need to know if these terrible things are happening because of me."

Derinoe flushed. "I didn't ... I never meant--"

"I know." Rhenna touched Derinoe's sunburned cheek. "Trust in the devas," she said, filling the declaration with a child's unquestioning conviction. "Trust in yourself."

"I am ..." The girl clenched her teeth on the word she wouldn't speak. Afraid.

Rhenna gazed across the steppe, far to the north where the western margin of the Shield melted into the horizon. Fear teaches. Fear keeps you alive. Never forget to be afraid.

"You are strong, my Sister," she said, clasping Derinoe's wrist in a warrior's grip. "Sharpen your axe and bind up your hair. It's time to become a woman."

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